My Story

Chapter 1

"Now, for your entertainment gentlemen, here is Nicole!", Your name is called onto the stage as you walk onto it with terrified eyes, you absolutely hated this job, but it was the only thing that earned you enough money to fend for yourself. Strippers where such whores, and you promised yourself that you weren't gonna be like them, you would just work like them. You spot all the guys, watching and waiting for you to get on that pole. Your skimpy outfit is making all of them whoop and holler at you, which makes you want to cry. Showing off your body is not something your very fond of, but if you had to do it, then it had to be done. You walk up to that menacing pole, scared of what might happen if you don't give the men what the wanted. You give a big heavy sigh as you climb onto the pole, closing your eyes and holding back tears. You can hear everyone laugh and yell as you start the show. At first, your not that good. Everyone gets up to leave. Angry at every one's reaction, your determined to prove them wrong. You start working the pole as if you had done it a thousand times before. Everyone who turns to leave looks back at you, they stare at you in awe and sit right back down in there seats. You can hear them getting fired up, and you don't want to disappoint them. After a while of dancing and hearing men holler at you, you get off stage and watch the audience throw the money on stage. You smirk to yourself, satisfied at the way you showed them that your not just another newcomer. As you sit in your dressing room getting dressed into your regular clothes, the manager of the club comes up to you and smiles, "Hey Nicole, I have someone who wants to meet you.", Being only 16 years old, you wonder who would want to meet you. Just as your thoughts wonder, a teenage boy walks into the room. Your eyes widen as you examine the boy. You know his features all too well; His dark brown hair, his mesmerizing brown eyes and that adoring smile that all girls instantly fall for. His lips curve into a smile as he looks at you, "Hey, I'm Justin", You gasp as he says his name, not believing that your actually talking to THE Justin Bieber, "Yeah..I know who you are.", You manage to say through your teeth. What was a 16 year old boy doing in a strip club? The manager leaves you two to talk privately. You look over at Justin before you walk out the back door, "What are you doing here?", He looks at you with innocent eyes, which makes you stop from leaving, "What do you mean?", He says as kind as can be. You roll your eyes as you turn to look at him, "You know EXACTLY what I mean. What is a boy like you doing in a strip club?", His smile turns into a devilish grin in a second, which makes you nervous, "You didn't think I was all that innocent, did you?", He says with a wink. You feel your heart beat faster as he winks at you You shake your head as you out your hand on your hip, "So, why did you want to talk to me? You have a million girls who would kill to be in my place right now.", Although you were a HUGE fan of Justin's, you weren't gonna tell him that at a strip club. Suddenly, Justin starts moving closer to you, his eyes sincere and his smile fading, "I just wanted to make sure that I wasn't dreaming.", You look at him with a questionable look, "What does that mean?", He smiles, "To make sure that you weren't a figment of my imagination. Your just so beautiful, I had to get a closer look.", You can feel your cheeks getting hotter by the second, you can't believe that he's actually flirting with you, a stripper. You can feel his arms go onto your waist and his lips are inching closer to yours, "What are you doing?", Justin doesn't answer, he's staring at you, admiring every inch of your face, "Justin..?", You say again, with more feeling in your voice. But Justin still doesn't answer, you start to shake, not knowing what Justin is going to do next. You can feel your knee's getting weak as he moves closer to your face. Finally he...

　

Chapter 2

Pulled me closer to him and he softly touched my lips and said "Your lips are so smooth, baby" with a smile that all the girls would meant just looking at. "Justin, What is it you want from me? You can get any girl in the world, Why would you want to do this with me?" I didn't know why he was all over me, I couldn't understand why he would pick me out of all the other girls who would die to be with him. "I pick you because your the most beautiful girl I have ever seen in my life. Your perfection in my eyes. I can make you my One Less Lonely Girl" when he said that, He had a little smile but a smile when guys give girls when they are flirting. When I went to work today, I never would of expected to meet Justin Bieber in my dressing room at a strip club and I definitely wouldn't of expected Justin Bieber to even be talking to me like this or even touching me. "Aren't you dating a girl named Caitlin?" I heard rumors he was with a girl named Caitlin, So I had to ask him. "No, I'm not with her. I did date her when I was 13 but our relationship didn't work out. But me and her are still best friends." Justin was honest to me. I know he wasn't lieing because just the way he looked at me when he told me that was honesty. I trust him when he said that to me. I walked to the door because I was late for my show. "Wait Nicole, I have to talk to you." When Justin said that I was kind of nervous and didn't really know what to think at the time. "Hurry up Justin, I have to go out there. I'm late already" I was so late for my show, If I don't go out there soon, I wont get paid. "I'm here to ask you to come on the road with me and we can be in a relationship. I don't like being single and I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world. If you were my girl, I'd bring you in a magical dream world all the time and you will always be my princess." When Justin said that to me, My heart melted and I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. My face was blushing, I had a BIG smile on my face, My mind was all over the place. "Are you sure you want this, Justin?" I had to ask him for sure if he really wanted this. "Yes, I'm positive Nicole. I want you, Forever and always.".

　

Chapter 3

I'm on tour with Justin Bieber, Not many girls can say that. I sometimes think this is all a dream and that this really isn't happening. My life was always hard and I wasn't very popular in school, I had no friends and nobody to sit with at lunch. I was a loner in school. My family wasn't around most of the time when I was growing up. I only had myself. Now that I met Justin Bieber, My life has turned completely around to the better and nothing can take this away and ruin it all. -Justin walks in the door and gives me a hug- "Hey baby girl. I've missed you today." When he is around me, I always feel so warm inside and I feel loved for once in my life. "I've missed you too, Justin." Doesn't you all wish Justin was dating you and wish that Justin would just talk to you like he dose to me? I'm still amazed that Justin picked me, PICKED ME OUT OF 100000 GIRLS IN THE WORLD!. Justin bites his lip and walks slowly up to me, pulls me closer to him and puts his arms around me. Justin looks me in the eyes and smiles than gives me a soft, gentle kiss. He takes me to the master bedroom and lays me on the bed slowly and starts to kiss my neck all the way down to my stomach. OK, In my mind I was thinking, OK this really isn't happening, This is all a dream, PLEASE, NOBODY WAKE ME! But I realized that it wasn't a dream and this all was actually happening to me. Justin is a very gentle, loving, caring man. He is more mature than other 16 year old boys. Justin knows what he's doing and what he wants to accomplish in life. Other 16 year old are still in school, with no jobs. Justin is very mature for his age.

　

Chapter 4

Justin's Tour is almost finished. Its been a year with Justin on the road. This has been an experience that only happens once in a life time. I'm glad I was the one he picked to go on the road with him. Justin walked in the door "Baby, How would you feel if I bought us a house?" when Justin asked me that, I didn't know how to answer him without sounding like a complete idiot. I looked Justin in the eyes and started smiling and blushing. "Aw baby girl, you look so cute when you blush.". Justin walks up to me and holds me "Nicole, you are my one love, My one heart, My one life. I wont ever let you go.". I know he is only 17 and I'm 19 but WOW he is so romantic for a 16 year old and he knows how to make a girl feel loved and wanted. Not many guys knows how to do that for a girl they love or cared about. Justin is the most amazing boy I have ever met. My advice for you girls is don't ever give up on who you love and who you want to be with. Try and try to get your crush to notice you and they will, It might take time but trust me, It will happen. I was a Justin fan way before me and him started being together. I never thought that me and him would be a couple. I dreamt about it but I knew it wouldn't happen but just when I thought I gave up, What happens, JUSTIN SHOWED UP AT WHERE I WORKED AND ASKED FOR ME! I wont ever forget that day. That was the best day of my life. Now everyday is the best day of my life because I have Justin all the time.

　

Chapter 5

3 years went by so quickly. Justin is 20 now and I'm 21. We grew up fast. It feels like just yesterday we started dating and going on the road together. It doesn't even feel like its been 3 years. "Nicole, I have to ask you a question but please, Don't laugh" When Justin said that, I didn't know what to think. "OK, What is your question?" I wanted to know what he wanted to ask me. Justin pulls out an engagement ring, He goes down on 1 knee and looks up to me "Will you Marry me, Nicole Frances Gaudaur?". My jaw just fell, I couldn't breath, I couldn't stop blushing, I couldn't stop smiling. This was for sure the best day of my life. This stuff just doesn't happen to regular people like me. I grew up in a broken home with no friends, Justin Bieber is asking me, Out of all the girls, ME to marry him. This feels so unreal. I had to answer him fast before he changes his mind. "OH MY GOD! YES JUSTIN, I WILL MARRY YOU!" I pull him up and hug him and kiss him. I called up Justin's parents and my parents even though I don't talk to mine, I told them all that me and him are getting married. His parents was excited and happy for me and him. My parents are a different story, My parents doesn't care, They probably wont even show up at the wedding. It doesn't matter if they do or don't because Justin's family is my family now and they have always been there for me and Justin. Mine and Justin's wedding is going to be a small but cute wedding. We are just inviting his family and his friends. Justin's mother took me shopping for the perfect wedding dress and I just died, The dresses I've seen was so beautiful. I could never afford any of them though. Justin's mom picked out the most beautiful wedding dress, It was snow white with little diamonds, It was a no sleeve dress it comes up to my chest and down. This dress was so beautiful. It also had a vial, But I probably wont be wearing the vial because it was way to long. Justin called, "Nicole, Are you almost done? I want to see you before I have to go and record a new song" he said. "Yes, I'm almost done. I will be home in about a few minutes." I replied to him. Justin wants to see me 24/7. He is very protected of me, He worries about me allot of the time because he knows my past and he knows what I've been through. He is my best friend, lover, boyfriend, fiance, he is my everything. The big day is coming soon...

　

Chapter 6

Wedding Day, Justin is getting cold feet and so am I. We are both scared about whats going to happen and whats in life for me and him. We want to stay with each other for ever. Everybody that is getting married or did get married, You all know that its normal for you to get cold feet on the day of your wedding day. Usher was there at the wedding and so was Diddy, Everybody was there to support me and Justin. "Justin Bieber, You may speak now" the father of the church said. "Nicole, When I first met you when I was 16 in a strip club I honestly didn't know what I was getting myself into. When I walked in your dressing room and looked you in the eyes, I knew that you would be my wife someday and I knew in my heart that you were the girl for me. When you said yes when I asked you to marry me, I was so happy. Your the most perfect girl and the most beautiful girl I've ever met. You make me the luckiest man in the world. Without you, I don't know where I'd be right now. I wont ever let you go baby girl. Your my life.". I started to cry when he said that to me. What he said really touched my heart. I am so deeply in love with Justin Drew Bieber. When he said his speech, I honestly relized that this whole thing wasn't a dream and that he dose actually love me. Just knowing that makes me so happy and warm inside. At the dance we had at our wedding, Justin went on the stage and sang my favourite song "Stuck In The Moment" from his album "My World 2.0". He came off the stage and twirled me around like a prince would do to a princess in a fairy tale. When the song was over, He put the microphone down and looked me in the eyes and kissed me. Being with him makes me the happiest girl in the world. In the future me and him will make more memories and more happy times together.

THE END!

Orthodontist

I went to the orthodontist today. I need to get braces but I never knew my teeth were this bad. In order for me to get braces, I need to get jaw surgery. If I don't get this done, When I grow up my jaw will get pains all the time. I'm worried about getting the surgery because I have never gotten a surgery done on me and I'm afraid that they will dislocate my jaw into a really weird place or just mess it up. I'm scared that when they do it, I will wake up (they will put me to sleep but i'm scared that i will wake up during the surgery).

BEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE!!!!

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY INTIER LIFE. OK SO THIS IS WHY, FEBRUARY 24 2010 IS WHEN IT ALL STARTED. JEYDON WALE REPLIED TO MY MESSAGE ON YOUTUBE ON THE 24TH OF FEBRUARY. WHEN HE REPLIED TO MY MESSAGE, I WAS SO HAPPY. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, I WAS SPEECHLESS. I HAD TEARS COMING DOWN MY FACE BECAUSE I WAS JUST SO HAPPY HE REPLIED TO ME. ON MARCH 28 2010 HE REPLIED TO MY COMMENT I SENT HIM ON YOUTUBE. BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. I COULDN'T BELIEVE HE COMMENTED ME BACK. I COULDN'T EVEN BELIEVE HE MESSAGED ME BACK. THIS STUFF DOESN'T HAPPEN TO REGULAR PEOPLE LIKE ME. THIS STUFF NEVER HAPPENS TO ME. JEYDON MADE 2 DAYS OF MINE, PERFECT. JEYDON IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN THAT I'VE EVER KNOWN. HE TRULY LOVES HIS FANS. AND WE ALL LOVE HIM.

Twilight Saga: The Marrage!

Today was the first day of school in a new town. The town i'm in now is small but cute. Everybody knows everybody. The gym teacher made me do gym, i'm not very into gym or working out around people. Science was the worst part of the first day of school. Right when I walked in, a guy was staring at me and I walked in front of a fan and the guy covered his nose. I thought I smelled or he was just being a jerk. The teacher made me and him be lab partners. During Science all he kept doing was looking at me. It was weird. I did meet a couple people who were nice. I made a couple new friends, Its just that one guy that seems to hate me.

Monday came, The guy wasn't at school.
Weeks went by, still no show from the guy.
I was just about to give up. When I do see him again, I will demand to know what his problem was. Next day came, he was at school.

"Hello, i'm Edward Cullen and your Bella, right?" asked Edward
"Um, yeah" said Bella
"It's nice to meet you, Bella" said Edward
"It's nice to meet you too" said Bella
"How are you enjoying the weather?" asked Edward
"I don't really like it. Any cold, wet thing I don't really like" said Bella

Things seemed different for the past 3 weeks. He was talking to me and smiling. His eyes are black, his skin color is pale white and he sometimes speaks like he's from a different timezone. He's very strong and he is very protective of me.

I was looking up google and I had a book called "The Cold One" and everything in the book describes Edward. Strength, pale skin, eye changing color, cold skin. All those mean that he is dead, he is a vampire.

"I'm going to take you o my place tomorrow night" said Edward
"You want me to meet your family?" asked Bella
"Is that a problem?" asked Edward
"No, i'm just worried" said Bella
"Worried about what?" asked Edward
"Worried that i'll be the mean" said Bella
-Edward laughs-
"You wont, Bella. I will protect you" said Edward

Tomorrow night came. Edward's family seems so normal and non-vampire-ish. We ate spaghetti and we drank wine. His house is really big. I went to his room. He has no bed, I thought that was so weird.

"Bella, would you go to the prom with me?" asked Edward
"Sure" said Bella

Prom came, I didn't dance. Edward finally told me he loved me. It was magical. Prom was amazing. I wish the night would never end.

"Why won't you let me become a vampire?" asked Bella
"Because, you don't want this" said Edward
"Yes I do, I want to be with you forever" said Bella
"You don't know what your saying, Bella" said Edward

1 year has past. I'm still with Edward Cullen. I'm still not a vampire. I want him to bite me so I can become one of them. I'm scared that when I grow old, he wont want me anymore.

"Edward, can you please make me one of you?" asked Bella
"Can you give me...5 years?" asked Edward
"That's to long" said Bella
"Ok, 3 years" said Edward
-Bella signs-
"Your so stubborn" said Edward
"What are you waiting for?" asked Bella
"I have only 1 condition, if you want me to bite you myself, and live forever" said Edward
"That's what i'm asking" said Bella
-silence-
"Marry me, Bella" said Edward.

When Edward asked me to marry him, I was shocked. I am madly in love with him. I want to spend forever with him. I said "Yes" when he asked me to marry him.

3 years went by quick...

"Bella, When are you and Edward getting married?" asked Alice
"We haven't set a date yet" said Bella
"Oh, ok. You have been a part of our family since you first started dating my brother. We care about you a lot" said Alice
"Thanks, I care about you all too" said Bella

I saw Edward yesterday. He picked a day for us to get married. We are getting married on Sunday.

"Big day today" said Edward
"Yea, it is" said Bella
"You excited?" asked Edward
"Yea, I am extremely excited" said Bella
"So, you still want to become a vampire?" asked Edward
"Yes, I do" said Bella
"Ok, tonight I will do it" said Edward
-Bella smiles-

The day went by so quick. I'm officially Mrs. Cullen now. I'm so happy. I'm also happy now that i'm a vampire now. Now I can be with him forever.

Edward makes me the happiest girl in the world.

"Your my life, my world, my everything. I love you so much Bella" said Edward
"I loved you since I seen you on the first day of school. Your my everything and more" said Bella

When I moved to forks, I never knew this all would happen. I never would of thought that I would find my soul mate. I love my life. I wouldn't change a thing about it. My life is perfect now that I have Edward in it forever. I love him so much.


THE END!!!

First Person Narrative

Dear Usher

Let me tell you the day I had with a 4 year old. A fan sent me a video link on Twitter and when I watched it I seen a little girl crying because she said she loved me so much, she wouldn't stop crying.

When I saw the video, I wanted to go visit the girl and surprise her. So, I arrived at her house and her mother answered the door. The little girl was still sleeping. The little girl's mother said I could go wake her up and surprise her.

I opened the door of the little girl's bedroom and jumped on her bed and said "SURPRISE!". The little girl was so happy to see me. I went downstairs and made the little girl breakfast, I made her heart shapped pancakes and eggs. I sat down and put her on my lap and we watched "Spiderman" together.

I took the little girl shopping, I bought her anything she wanted. We went to get some lunch, We ate McDonald's. Than we went back to her house and took a lot of pictures together.

It was a long day, I'm glad I did it. I'm happy now that I made a little girl's dream come true.

Peace Out,
Justin Bieber

Update

This blog is going to be short kind of.
Ok, Alot has been going on with me.
I've been sick for almost a full month.
My theeth has been hurting me for some time now.
Im better sort of, I still have a caugh.
My teeth are fine now, and I dont feel dizzy anymore.
Im doing alright now.

I was talking to Mike lastnigh (the guy that i was talking about in one of my blogs)
My first love Mike.
Well, we've been talking and it felt like we are back to the good ol' days again.
It feels really good.
He said when he gets money he is going to visit me and he said he was going to ask me something.
He said he was going to ask me to marry him.
I known him since 2006.
Im obviously going to say yes to the man I really love and turely care about.
I want to spend the rest of my life with him.
We talked all night.
It felt like we never split up or stopped talking for months.
It feels really good to have him back in my life again.
I missed him so much.

Well thats the update of whats been going on with my life lately.

Jeydon Is Faking!

Justin Bieber wasn't really into singing when he was younger. He was more into hockey and soccer. Justin never thought he would become music's biggest star in 2009. It's a unbelievable story how Justin got discovered. Well, Justin's mother put videos up on YouTube of Justin singing and playing the drums. Justin got so many hits on his videos. Justin's manager Scooter told Usher about Justin and Usher saw Justin's videos on YouTube and Usher flew Justin and his mom out to Atlanta Georgia to sign a recording contract. Now it's 2010 and Justin is one of the biggest stars on TV. Their is also another guy on YouTube and his name is Jeydon Wale. Jeydon isn't famous in the public eye yet. He is a YouTube sensation. Jeydon makes videos of him acting stupid, rapping, acting like other celebrities. He wants to become an actor. He has so many hits on YouTube, Just like Justin Bieber. And Strangely enough, Jeydon looks like Justin. The only difference is, Jeydon is 18 years old and Justin is 15 years old.

Justin went home to his hometown, Stratford Ontario to see his friends and family. Justin knew about Jeydon and how they looked alike. Justin was walking around with his friends and all of a sudden, fans came running up to him. They were asking him for his autograph. That was all fine until Jeydon showed up out of nowhere. Jeydon walked up to the fans and told them that, that wasn't the real Justin and told them he was the real one. Fans believed him because he looked like Justin. Justin got so mad but he didn't show it, he just walked away. But than Jeydon did the same thing again but at Justin's concert. Justin's manager thought Jeydon was Justin and Jeydon went along with it and he got to perform 1 song but it wasn't a Justin song, it was one of Jeydon's original songs. Jeydon raps so now all Justin's fans think he is a rapper now. After the 1 song was over, Justin showed up and went on the stage where Jeydon was and proved to the fans that Jeydon was a fake. Justin performed "Baby" and everybody believed Justin. But their was no arguing about Justin and Jeydon looking alike. Justin went back home and their was something wrong because it had an awful smell to his house. It smelled like dog poop. Justin knew who did this, it was Jeydon Wale. Jeydon wanted to get back at Justin because of what Justin did to him on stage in front of thousands of fans. So Justin took charge and called the cops and told the cops about Jeydon and what he has been doing. The cops finally stopped the fighting between Justin and Jeydon. But the minute the cops left Justin's house, Jeydon and Justin made an understanding. More like an agreement. When Justin gets sick, Jeydon can take his place but Jeydon has to perform Justin's songs instead of his own. Jeydon agreed to everything.

What Jeydon did at the begging was wrong. Nobody should fake as being somebody else. Justin knew that from the beginning. Justin did the right thing to do, he did the 3 steps on how to get a poser off his back. Jeydon will still be faking as Justin but that's only when Justin gets sick or something. Now that all the fighting between Justin and Jeydon is done, they are friends. Not best friends yet, but they are friends.